i am lost...i am searching for a place where there's a real me...
i am searching real hard...i wan to get out of this place...
in this place..there's only a "fake" me...an unreal me...
each day...when i opened my eyes...i feel lke asking myself..."why am i stil here?", "why am i suppose to be here?"...
i'm reali tired and sick of evrything...
i'm tired of what i have seen, heard, feel.etc...
gona slap myself..and say "wake up! i'm waking up from this nightmare!!!...this is not a right place for me, pls take me away, i wan to leave this place, to find the real me"...
how long am i going to stay here? i wonder if i'm reali happy...